Trophy | Teen Ink


June 27, 2010
By sleeplessdreamer PLATINUM, Raleigh, North Carolina
sleeplessdreamer PLATINUM, Raleigh, North Carolina
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Favorite Quote:
"I have always wanted to write in such a way that people say, 'I have always thought that but never found the words for it.'" -anonymous

Sometimes, I just sit and look at them.

I look out how neatly they are arranged. All in a perfect sequence. I don’t know, I guess I want them to talk. I guess I expect them to move or do something. But they just stare back at me. They want to know why I’m looking at them. What’s so special about them.

I wonder that too…so much that it scares me.

They’re beautiful. The light from above my head hits each shiny, polished figure and bounces off. But they don’t do anything. Their meanings have long since past, and now all they do is sit here, bringing back memories that were once forgotten.

They are the voices inside my head. They talk to me through the day. They want more. They are hungry. They need company.

They drive me.

But in the end, I’m always back here. Looking at the plastic. Looking at the inanimate, glorious miniature statue standing on its own podium. I wonder why it seems to get more praise than me.

I guess I’ve grown to like the pain of realizing it didn’t amount to much in the long run. People forget about it. Then you forget about it. And then it’s just there, waiting for you to remember it. Waiting for its meaning to come back to you and swell you with self-pride.

They are like ducks in a row, and all I want to do is take a gun and shoot them… each one down the line.

Part of me thinks that would be cruel. But then I wonder, who would care? They are plastic, just sitting plastic, pretty ducks, waiting to be shattered and cut away. Besides, I’m the only one who visits them. I’m the only one that has a semblance of what each one is for. I’m the only one who cares.

I would like to stand over the shards around my feet. The ocean of plastic heads and splintered wood. Just drown in the terror of success that soon fades from importance.

But each time I picture that, I see myself, not whole, but pieced apart with them. A separated puzzle. Like my own self was murdered with the objects.
And I worry.

I worry that maybe I’m just a trophy too.

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This article has 3 comments.

on Jul. 27 2010 at 3:08 pm
Inherinerd GOLD, Ashland, Ohio
16 articles 9 photos 302 comments

Favorite Quote:
A word to the wise ain't nessecary it's the stupid ones that need the advise

i'm sorry i know i said i would't do any of those fluffy comments but i really found nothing wrong with this and it's very true. you really captured the idea and made it interesting enough to keep your attention. also i love the ending, it was perfect 

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on Jul. 24 2010 at 3:12 pm
lusis BRONZE, San Jose, California
3 articles 0 photos 42 comments

Favorite Quote:
"It is the novelist's innate cowardice that makes him depute to imaginary personalities the sins that he is too cautious to commit for himself." Anthony Burgess

Ooooh. I can relate to this so much because I'm always pressured to do well. I knew from the title that this was about trophies, but for a second there in the beginning I thought you were referring to dolls. Dolls scare me, so this had a really nice effect.

And I love what you did, taking the trophies and turning them into something to be destroyed. Then you connect it to something bigger, the narrator's own life, and the end is just perfect. I have no concrit :C

on Jul. 16 2010 at 6:55 pm
TheRealAriel1995 PLATINUM, Highland Village, Texas
30 articles 6 photos 203 comments

Favorite Quote:
"See in what peace a Christian can die." - Joseph Addison
"How come everyone will come to your funeral, but nobody will come see you when you are living?"

love the ending! so perfect. its packed with feeling.