Reflection | Teen Ink


June 29, 2009
By KiraKira PLATINUM, Cardiff By The Sea, California
KiraKira PLATINUM, Cardiff By The Sea, California
35 articles 0 photos 217 comments

Favorite Quote:
Do not pity the dead, Harry. Pity the living, and above all, pity those who live without love -Albus Dumbledore

Sometimes, when I stare at the mirror and see my reflection staring back with her expectant eyes, I feel like the girl on the other side is more real than I am. I feel lost…not in a sense where I’m stuck in the middle of nowhere with a toothbrush in hand and a tumbleweed bouncing along in the background, more where I’m not entirely sure that I’m really me.

That lost feeling is stronger now than it has ever been. It’s Sunday. The sun shines weakly through my faded green curtains. My room’s a mess, not to mention a lost cause; if I try to clean it, I know it’ll be twice as messy the next day. I’m checking my outfit in the mirror on my closet door, stuffing my hands in my pant pockets…black vest over a hot pink t-shirt, black pants with a belt that has a silver buckle, and constricting high top Converse. My hair fell in golden waves about my heart shaped face. My acne didn’t seem that bad today and my skin looked like cream against my full, blood-red lips. My thick, arching black eyebrows pulled down the corners of my eyes as my lips twitched into a frown. Those eyes blazed back at me, one a murky blue and the other a vibrant green.

I stepped up to the mirror so that I was nose to nose with my reflection. I glared at her. But she did not glare back. She simply stared back at me with calm, patient eyes.

I don’t know what I was thinking, but as I stared at my reflection, the light made her seem so real. I felt like she was actually there, and this strong conviction that this girl was real swept through me, tightening my gut and making my heart race.

I raised a hand as she did, and placed it upon the glass. The cool silver met my fingertips, a denial to my outrageous belief. Yet I couldn’t help but yearn for the girl to be real. I wanted her to actually exist; I wanted her so badly to be alive.

Those eyes agreed with me, searching my face as I searched hers, trying to force the impossible to be possible. I pressed against the mirror, wanting it to melt away so that this girl could be real.

“Where are you?” I murmured. Her lips moved in synchronization with mine, repeating the question in silence. Her hand, my hand, curled into a fist against the cold glass.

Then she smiled. I had not moved my lips.

‘I’ll find you. You’ll find me. We’ll be together soon,’ a voice whispered in my head. The girl in the mirror blinked slowly, like an adoring mother gazing at her child. ‘I’ll find you, Kira. Don’t worry.’

I blinked, and my eyes opened to the dim light of another morning. I was in bed, twisted in the sheets, and my alarm had just gone off.

My heart began to weep silent tears. It had all been a dream. Just a dream. Nothing more.

The author's comments:
This story is somewhat true, for it is based on a dream I had once not too long ago...

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This article has 12 comments.

on Jan. 23 2010 at 6:43 am
Rosalie PLATINUM, Maryville, Tennessee
48 articles 0 photos 100 comments

Favorite Quote:
-you have many to learn but nothing to lose.
-the hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else...
-good girls are bad girls that dont get caught.

this is nice!

I really love it.

Kirakira means sparkle or sparkley in Japanese, you know!

Saysh PLATINUM said...
on Jan. 22 2010 at 10:29 am
Saysh PLATINUM, Brentwood, California
31 articles 1 photo 79 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia." ~E.L. Doctorow

Absolutely amazing!!!!! I loved every bit of it! Keep writing!!!

on Dec. 12 2009 at 3:37 pm
-alice- PLATINUM, Colorado Springs, Colorado
21 articles 0 photos 81 comments

Favorite Quote:
I care very little if I am judged by you or any other human court; indeed I do not even judge myself. My conscience is clear, but that does not make me innocent. It is the Lord who judges me. -1 Corinthians 4:3-4

Wow, that was great!

RLJoy DIAMOND said...
on Nov. 24 2009 at 9:58 pm
RLJoy DIAMOND, Glen Rock, New Jersey
56 articles 0 photos 86 comments
This is really well written and is very detailed. I loved to story!!

on Aug. 30 2009 at 10:07 pm
Brings back fond memories of sitting in the grass listening to a beautiful peice about a lost girl in the snow.

Keep Writing Kira!

on Jul. 15 2009 at 6:09 pm
SilverDawn GOLD, Burnaby, Other
10 articles 0 photos 297 comments
Wow, I love your descriptions and I felt like I could've been you; it was written so realistically. Btw, you sound pretty and stylish x) I love your words and you definately must write more for others to enjoy!

thedish said...
on Jul. 14 2009 at 8:52 pm
lovely writing, brings back memories of teenage angst, good job KiraKira!

thefatso said...
on Jul. 12 2009 at 10:38 pm
Well done! I love the story. Very touching... lets see some more from kira

bckrbanzia said...
on Jul. 11 2009 at 6:28 am
Mirror Mirror, not too bad. More please!

Mikey321 said...
on Jul. 10 2009 at 5:02 am
A great story! And beautifully written. I'll keep my eyes for more from KiraKira.

on Jul. 9 2009 at 6:46 pm
I loved the story, it brought tears to my eyes...beautifully written. Would like to hear more from Kirakira!

mikey123 said...
on Jul. 9 2009 at 4:26 am
I liked the story. I think that the suspense was building nicely and could be turned into a full-blown short story.

I vote for more writings from KiraKira