When you hold in what you feel something happens. you find you can't concentrate. Your friends get mad at you. You can't be mean without feeling bad. You think of the thing you want to say, but something else comes out. Your afraid of the screaming your afraid of the anger. Noone can help because noone will listen. Your starring at the darkness. At the bottom of your dispair. You feel alone noone around. You feel nothing will work. Nothing is there. Heat has left the colors are gone. Your starring at the darkness. At the bottom of your dispair. Everyones voices are still there. Spinning round in the air. Your starring at the darkness. At the bottom of your dispair.