The question that always ran through my head was this: would it all change once she was born?
My life was always a boring train ride, with nothing but trees to accompany me. Now all of a sudden, with this new life growing inside of me I felt complete and it felt like I was travelling accompanied with someone I truly cherished.
Charlotte-Ruby Gray; that is all that kept me going now, if I stopped taking care of myself than she would be gone. She was the most important thing to me now; nothing else mattered to me than the life of my unborn daughter. My body reacted incredibly, and its only job was to protect and love my own flesh and blood. But how was this possible without her papa? Without the love a man gave to his baby my life was still incomplete. Such a shame.