"The doubts consumed my dreams.  You're just there.  You're just smart.  You're just shy.  You're just...truly amazing.  My dreams consumed my doubts.  

Your presence petrified my heart, and I sat there staring into those eyes.  I see your face.  Hear your breath as we climbed to the meadows, and I hope your heart beats the same rythem as my own.  Like the clouds bursting, so did my heart...only you would get that allusion.  I hope.  

Sophisticating youth holds me back, and I fear I am the only one pushing this branch of love; trying to turn it into a tree with strong roots, ripe fruit and memories lasting for centuries. How am I so blessed to be here with you?  Say anything you'd like.  I won't give up on you, or walk away.  May I buy you flowers of promise and everlasting peace?  May I hold your hand?  Maybe later I suppose.  So much has happened today, I will ponder on this all day.  Thinking about that summer.  Thinking about you.  She is the definition of my happiness.  How do I ask her?"