Repenting | Teen Ink


April 29, 2012
By Einstein SILVER, Monmouth, New Jersey
Einstein SILVER, Monmouth, New Jersey
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Favorite Quote:
"Laughter is the best medicine."

I am the innocent bystander, but there really is no innocence in my actions. I am watching three girls with glossy hair, watchful, uncertain eyes, and straight teeth tease a girl with big, dorky glasses and braces, highlighting every imperfection that she wants to conceal. There is no innocence in laughing along with them, giving them the confidence to continue their torments. There is no innocence in doing nothing.

Now I see a large boy, looking more like a man than a boy with dark hair and a deliberate five o-clock shadow, stalking down the crowded hallway with a malicious glint in his eyes. He targets a boy with bright red hair about half his size and pushes his books to the ground in the middle of the bustling hallway. He laughs as the smaller boy bends down to pick them up, trying unsuccessfully to evade the countless legs walking through him. Then as the red-haired boy reaches for the last notebook, the man kicks it away from him, laughing obnoxiously loudly as he strides purposefully away. I watch but do nothing. I do nothing because I am afraid.

“Tomorrow,” I tell myself under my breath, “tomorrow I will do something.” But tomorrow comes and nothing happens. I am still too afraid, hiding in the corner as I watch the endless affliction happening all around me. People like me are the reason bullies can get away with their vicious abuse.
The next day comes, and once the three girls strut away from the lone girl after sufficiently degrading her self-confidence and self-esteem, I walk cautiously over to her, and I tell her I like her glasses. I put on a smile and hope that she sees that it is genuine, that I am not another bully. I hope she does not realize that I am an enabler. She does not, and she returns my smile, grateful to have someone to share one with.

As I walk away, the large boy comes strolling toward the small red-haired one. I feel my courage strengthening, and I pull the smaller boy aside, starting a conversation with him. He is no longer alone; he has a friend, someone to support him. The huge boy is forced to walk away dejectedly. Now I smile; I am no longer a bystander.
By saving these victims, I hope I can save the countless bystanders, the enablers. The little gestures, the smiles, and the conversations are just the beginning. It requires the bystanders to abandon their passive roles and become involved, to promote a sense of community instead of forsaking their peers. This is what it takes to stop the bullying, to end the harassment, the teasing, and the insults. These actions add up, and suddenly we are not so alone.

The author's comments:
This is for the Nicholas Kristof Contest about bullying

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mplo said...
on Jan. 7 2016 at 9:03 am
That's agreed, Moquilla! The few people who have the temerity and decency to come to the defense of people who're the victim(s) of bullying are really to be admired.

on Oct. 28 2013 at 9:53 am
fadingintogray PLATINUM, West Columbia, South Carolina
35 articles 0 photos 7 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The only cure for grief is action"-George Henry Lewes

Beautiful tale, gracefully written.  Thanks to people like you others don't have to worry as much.

on Apr. 15 2013 at 9:37 pm
Einstein SILVER, Monmouth, New Jersey
9 articles 0 photos 2 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Laughter is the best medicine."

Thanks so much :) it means a lot

on Apr. 15 2013 at 9:35 am
shelby_renee_barron BRONZE, Anna, Texas
1 article 0 photos 1 comment

Favorite Quote:
Live like today is your last.
Love like you'll never love again.
Laugh like you have never laughed before.

This is honestly one of the BEST bullying stories i have read. You really have potential good job i have been trying to accomplish something like this but they are nothing near as good as yours :)

Moquilla said...
on May. 4 2012 at 9:43 am


Bullying is a serious issue and so I really admired the courage and determination of the "enabler" to overcome her fear so that she could make a difference.