I strongly understand this passage she was doing her own thing and one little word can make the biggest marks on someone exspecalliy when you dont know who the person is or what their going through. "society these days is absurd" I can only imagine how life was back then, society kills people and ruins lives because of what someone says and what someone spreads around. We cant fool ourselves, we arent perfect, were all harsah in some way. Going through school and seeing lots and lots of people everywhere you turn is overwhelmming and having anxicety through it all. Being that girl that is quite yet myterious and getting made fun of for something or rumors being spread about all the wrong things that was never true it hurts, but realiszing your worth and who you are as a person is the best feeling becasue you start understanding who you are and nobody else matters. We are all diffrent in our own extraordinary way we just have to rock with it and be as happy in this short life we have.