You don't KNOW why but since that day she found out things between you and her have been amazing. If only she knew. If only she knew that you're still hurting about the things she said to you. If only she knew that you and the other girl are still talking to each other. If only she knew that for once its not that easy to give something up just because she told you to. You're lying to her. You're breaking the rules. And it feels nice because for once you're doing something she doesn't want. You're not listening to her. She's controlled your life for the past….it'll be a year the 4th of February. And now you're starting to become your own person instead of being dysfunctionalY attached at the hip. So yay for you hun. But if only she knew.…If only she cared really.