Feel like I'm flying right into the middle of a never ending ocean of dark humor
I wanna taste
the night, and feel the wind
whispering in my hair
Forget that I'm bound
Remember to Breathe
Lust for life and actually
Feel alive
Tomorrow promises nothing but
short stories thriving in me
can't find my way out now
lost in a hurricane of jumbled thoughts
Let me fly
Is there any time?
Find the thick red lines.
drink away the pain

Fill the night with screams
that i've longed to voice but had no reason
no time or understanding
Let me live
Forgiven... Forgotten
Words I've used and
have applied to myself
Love me and hate me and resent me and forgive me
I forgive myself
i hate myself now


lost, hated, loved, jaded, faded into my own mind and very real