I'm truly scared...

This is something you’d never hear me say out loud                  

Because In reality,

Genuinely ready to embark on this new journey

I know I am, Not

A doubt in my mind

Oh, I know exactly what I’m doing and where I’m going of course

Know how to fully take care of myself without a bit of my parents’ help and

I lowkey still don't

Understand entirely why it’s so hard to just move on and go on your own

Really ready to leave home & go off to college

No matter what I say, I’m not

Coming back to visit when I get my first chance. Also

Want to make an entirely different & brand new community of friends and

Will miss my family… hardly

*Sigh* Whelp, let’s go kick start my life. I honestly

Think that I can truthfully do this all on my own                                        

“Life can’t possibly be THAT hard” I always say. Please, don’t ever

Need to question myself

“Will I even make it in life?”  

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