Always waiting to 

Be saved

Constantly waiting for the 

Day when

Every worry washes away

Fighting for my life

Giving up my strife

Hoping for my life

I wait for the knife

Just waiting to be saved

Kill my hope

Let me lose over and over

Maybe just let me fail

Narcissistic necessities

Openly destroy me

Please just be

Quick when you kill me

Release me from this place

Stop or give me space

Trust me or have some grace

Ugly words from my ugly face

Venom in my veins

Waiting again with hunger pains

Xanax breaks into our brains

You won’t have anything left to fear

Zero burdens left for you here