He walks by me
I cringe at the sight
His hand in hers
He smiles wider then ever
I know i never stood a chance
By the way he laughs at her words
I know i never could be with him
the way he holds her close
But i still wish
I still dream
of waking in his arms one day
As i watch her walk by me
I feel like a stalker
Wishing for his hand to hold
The way i wish i could hold him
I feel gross
Like after playing in mud
when your little
I want to take back every thought
every want
I ever felt towards him
But when he says that little phrase
"Hi"
All the bad feelings fade away
I just wish hard
Feel this love stronger
But he'll never know
He'll never understand
That I'm in love with a friend
He walks away
And the feels stay the same