Aware of all the trouble you cause. 

Bits of me crumble inside when I see you. 

Creative with your manipulation. 

Dictator, that's what you are. 

Eating my food with tears in my eyes,

from your “harmless jokes” to “harmless words”. 

Glaring at you every time you turn your head. 

Hate is the first feeling I feel when I see you. 

I hate you. 

Just because we were friends doesn’t mean you can say.

“Kill yourself” Don’t joke knowing my situation. 

Love is what I used to feel, but I hate you now. 

My mom and friends were right about you. 

No one likes you anymore, not even me. You lost everyone.

Outstanding that I’m still here by your side. 

Pleaser, that's what I try to do. When I do the simplest things you get mad. You’re a hypocrite!

Quiet thinking in my room knowing you are one of my

reasons for an attempt.

Stress.

Trauma.

Unsettled choices. 

 Villain in my life. You are the bad guy and I have to fix every problem you make.

Why do I have to fix it if you

were the one who created the problem.

X-ray on my heart, because you broke it. 

You are toxic, manipulative, and controlling. Every time I tell you the things you have done to me it's always…

Zip-it. And yet I stay quiet and let my actions keep you and me distant.