My pain is messing with my mind
Peace anymore I can’t find
My cutts are the only thing I have
To let me know it’s real
My blade lets me know I’m still here
As it slides across my flesh
The blood trickles down my arm
But really I don’t care anymore
I just stay here waiting
For that day my pain goes to far
When it drives me completely insain
And the blood don’t stop running
I will laugh cause it’s so funny
How life can cause you to do crazy things
But people don’t care until your gone
Then they want to know what went wrong
If only they would have considered that question
Just a little bitt earlier in life
They could have saved my life…....