inside my heart is sad and hurt
but inside my mind is artistic
i see beauty in all except MYself
thinking who did this to me
i try to be happy, but just cant seem to get there
waiting for someone to care
they will understand me like no one else has before
and the look in their eyes will heal my heart
the feel of their hands will help the hurt
their heart with mine will replace my pain with their love
and instead of me being scared of falling
i will feel safe knowing they will catch me
but since my heart is still broken and can never be whole again
my mind drifts into an oil painted fantasy
that i can never FEEL