was it happiness, or a curse in desguise?

did i love him, or was it just cause he was nice?

did he love me, it will never be known

cause he will never let his true colors show...

it will not be known, the love i thought i had,

cause in the end, should love make u sad?

my sad sorry attemp at poetry is sicking to reveal

how he loved me though i had no appeal

i will love him untill the day i die,

and i guess thats why today i cry.

he does not hate me,

its what he says,

we are still together

so he says...

but when he lets me go,

and lets his true colors show,

i will once agian be left in the dark,

without a tear left to shed,

for i loved him,

or so my heart said.