If I jump
It will all be over
But I’m not sure if that’s a bad thing
I kind of want it to be
Over
Then all of them will know I was serious
They would feel bad about everything
How they treated me
How I would go home
And cry for hours on end
Into my pillow
And I would curse them all
I wish I could punish all of them
For all the terrible things they did
Threats, jokes, and ‘kick me’ signs
Spitting, teasing, and all of the above
Again and again
I wish I could punish them all
Condemn them to suffer through
What I go through
What I went through
What I will go through forever if I don’t jump
Every day