Every last hope of happiness
Has faded away as I was
Sucked into the darkness.

If you ask anyone they would
Probably say I had happiness,
My life was perfect,
But what they didn’t know
Is that that was never me.

This character I play everyday
Laughs, smiles and says what
Everyone wants to hear
But what I didn’t realize was that
I was losing myself on the way.

I was sucked into a black hole
Where all my pain was hidden well.
No one suspected what I truly felt.
I felt used, hated but most of all
A piece of the puzzle that didn’t fit.

I figured my friends whom I’ve
Come to love would never love ME,
And so my emotions stay hidden
And this black hole just gets
Deeper and deeper.