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Hopes and Dream ( Now Gone Forever)

December 22, 2008
By CountryGirlNicole SILVER, Coventry, Connecticut
CountryGirlNicole SILVER, Coventry, Connecticut
6 articles 0 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
"live like you were dying"


I see you, you see me
Someday I hope to be a family
One who loves
One who trusts
One who sees hope and faith in all of us
Now…
All we’ve got to do is make it through and prove
Prove to others how strong our love really is
And prove, prove to those who care
Prove to those who care
That this is real
I know this means
That we’re exactly where we’re supposed to be
Now we’ve got to let the light
Shine on me
‘Cause I found who I am and I’ve found the perfect man
The perfect man who’s loving, Caring, Sweet, and kind
The one who really knows that he’s in love with me
The one who wants to spend the rest of our lives together
Happy, Healthy, and Free
If this is the one wish I have for my life
I would wish for me and for you
To be together forever and happy
As long as we both shall live…
I love you…
And I’m so happy…
To spend the rest of my life…
With you…

You’ve changed so much in the past year
When I look at you, the only emotion I have is fear
You scare the life out of me
And yet you still want me to care??
What kind of person do you think I am?
I keep trying to tell you that there’s nothing wrong with me
You’re the one who makes me act and feel this way!!
You are nothing to me!
All I see is a selfish coward who doesn’t give a hoot no more
I don’t know what I’ve done to make you think that I’m just,
Just a spoiled, selfish, selfless little brat…
I mean absolutely nothing to you…
You see me as a waste of space, and god forsaken air…
There’s nothing wrong with me!!
There’s only something wrong with you!!
Why do you think that it’s okay to just disappear?
Then appear out of the middle of nowhere…
WHY??
Why is it that, you think its okay?
That it’s okay to but up and walk away from somebody
Somebody, who actually cares about you…,
Especially me???

You’ve killed our love
You’ve killed me inside
You’ve only lost everything
But you’ve gained absolutely nothing
Don’t know what you were thinking
Don’t know who you think you are
But all I know is that the only thing you’ve done…
Is completely tearing me apart…

Things are looking up
There’s a light at the end of the tunnel
Finally a glimmer of hope
A ray of sunshine
There’s this feeling that I’ve never felt
Quite like this before…
So confused…
Need help…
Finally someone who will try to understand me
I finally have an outlet
Don’t know who…
Don’t know where…
Don’t know when…
But who ever it is
They’re going to help…
Help me with all these problems…
Once I rid of them…
I can finally be with you…
I don’t know who you are specifically
Or where you’re going come from…
Could be a friend…
Could be a foe…
Whom ever you are
Show your face
Show your face so I’ll know
Know that it’s you
And you’ll know that it’s me
Hopefully it’ll happen…
But we’ll have to see…
Not my choice to make…
The final one is yours…
You could buy me a ring…
Or just walk out in search of more…
True Happiness…
True color…
But most of all…
Hopefully…
Just me and my lover…

The author's comments:
please tell me that im not as crazy as this poem makes me seem...?? Anyone?

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on Nov. 3 2010 at 2:05 pm
CountryGirlNicole SILVER, Coventry, Connecticut
6 articles 0 photos 3 comments

Favorite Quote:
"live like you were dying"

please do!! i would very much like to talk with you about writing! Mrs. Pearson told me that you ask her for 7 words randomly and then you write about them or something like that? thats soooo cool!!

Josue SILVER said...
on Nov. 3 2010 at 10:50 am
Josue SILVER, Hartford, Connecticut
7 articles 0 photos 4 comments

Favorite Quote:
When you are Surrounded by hell your only choice to survive is to walk on Gods Lane
-Roberto Josue Sanchez

k i will do that

Nicole<33 said...
on Oct. 21 2010 at 8:21 am
really?? thats awesome!! ask mrs. pearson 4 my lastname. look me up on fb

Josue SILVER said...
on Sep. 8 2010 at 12:35 pm
Josue SILVER, Hartford, Connecticut
7 articles 0 photos 4 comments

Favorite Quote:
When you are Surrounded by hell your only choice to survive is to walk on Gods Lane
-Roberto Josue Sanchez

and she says Hi XD

Josue SILVER said...
on Sep. 8 2010 at 12:34 pm
Josue SILVER, Hartford, Connecticut
7 articles 0 photos 4 comments

Favorite Quote:
When you are Surrounded by hell your only choice to survive is to walk on Gods Lane
-Roberto Josue Sanchez

I like this alot and it kind a does by your change of direction but thats what i liked the most XD oh and im a student of

Mrs. Pearson