they play this game

they think it's fun

to scar someone's soul-and when

their Conscious lets out a muffle from 

where it being suffocated..

they burp out an empty apology.

and I am suppose to accept it.

not this time.

she said sorry..i looked at her

levels of depth digging in my eyes

waves of thoughts streaming in my mind..

till it was one perfect wave 

that let out a tide from my mouth

and i watched as it it hit her,

surprised.

i forgave her for my own sanity

,rejected her fake apology

and watched her make sense of the puzzles i'd just thrown in her face

as I walkedd away.

my game is called Self-respect.

..and no, 

it's not at anothers expense,

but i debt i owe myslef.