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Silent T
We crawl through streets of broken glass,
Hardly feeling the pain that scratches our battered nerves
Pain has become a constant reminder of the physical and the mental clashing
We live in silence, dying, lying dormant in foggy mirror images of ourselves
Tears form at cracking Atlas’ calloused hands
We are those whose minds form incongruences with our physicality
Clawing at our skin screaming, crying, bleeding from the veins housed in
unfamiliar, foreign bodies that are not our own
Clouds of glittering green locusts eat the marrow from our frames
Gnawing us from the inside out
Who could have ever decided to undertake such a destructive conflict?
We are the ones who have to feel our insides writhe beneath our skin
Darkness in the city is our shadowy waltz
Smudgy at the edges while we sneak around
People slowly nail our coffin lids with iron words we fight against
To pry those nails out, oh, to pry them out and live once more
Christ, jump down from the heavens
Can't you see your people are suffering?
Swallowing mouthful after mouthful of nescience-polluted water
Gulping down alcohol, taking drugs, trying to fly, just to escape the bitterness
Be the Saviour, you promised
Old dogs die hard in the Athenian temple of forgotten loves
Frenzied freedom fighters flee from fiery fury
Ducking bullets and catching flames on their heels
Bookless, wordless, thoughtless minds chase, demon-eyed
The inability to understand the absolute need for recognition
Victoria – she sits in school, pained by her name
She always corrects the already printed name
Just adding an ‘ia’ to block the masculinity
If only it was that easy
If only Victor could vanish and Victoria could appear
David -- he feels cold needles pierce his skin in the surgical bright light
Filling his blood up with the masculine oxygen he needs to stop floundering frantically
He knows the primal instincts change, chasing each shot with whiskey covered ice
The one’s baring XY have it, so why can’t he?
Numb is numb, all he wants is peace
Ivor – she’s living in sin, covered in glitter and sweat
Money, all she needs are the bills and coins
No one remembers her name, only her form, no one helps the sinners
She keeps pushing on
One more dollar, one more show, she’ll match soon
Mobile, Alabama: hell's lungs breathe onto the people
Preachers spew the twisted words of the testaments into willing ears
Sponge-like brains glue the interpretations inside, never to release them
Never accept the ones like us, who love differently or who change our bodies to match our souls
Because we'll be burning in hell and to love thy neighbour has turned to dust
The boy sitting in the back pew is breaking inside
The supposedly holy hands of this preachèd God have him by the neck,
Squeezing tighter and tighter until he cannot take anymore of the hatred
He runs out, gasping for air, leaving the church of willing ears and locked tight minds
To fly away to meet the God he once spoke to every night
We are living in secret, waking everyday to new blockades, the people
Who peer through closet slats, wondering if we'll ever be safe in the outside world
What if there was a Narnia in these closets that led us to a land of salvation?
Who could ever imagine a world where folks like you and me could be free
A world where we would not persecute for who God, Allah, Zeus, or the stars made us
We pray and fight for that world because safety is sacred
Because sanctuary is rare in this unknowing land
We band together to push for change
Because without someone to stand up and fight for justice,
The T will always be silent
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As a transgender male, the reality of living in the wrong body is very personal to me. I wanted to express my anger and frustration with society's view on transgender individuals and the effect this view has on the people.