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Life
I sometimes wonder why I am alive
I ask God why I ever survived
He says that I matter
But really I don’t know
I wish that I could disappear
Like really Lord why am I here
Just tell me, tell me please
I want to know why You put me in these things
My friends say they love me when they go to bed
But instead of believing them I fill my head
What if I didn’t go to school?
Would they notice?
Will I ever be cool?
Depression is a big thing these days
People wonder why
I just sit here and want to cry
There is school, family, and friends
How do people smile
What do they know that I don’t
Please tell me your secret
I am last, gone, and no one knows
Please show me the way
So I can know
I learn about Jesus
Okay
Well he died on the cross for you and me
I still don’t get it
He made you and is waiting for you to want to understand
I do
No you don’t
Please explain
These are the conversations in my mind
My head is confused, I know its lame
He wants me to have Him be a priority
I try and trust Him
The bible sounds confusing is there not more to life.
I go to church
And I understand
But then comes Monday,
and it's all gone again
I just want to know Lord
What should I do?
You tell me to read the Bible and I really do try
But sometimes I wonder if it is all a lie
I go to church almost every week
Lord why doesn’t t make sense to me
I study real hard and still get Cs
Why Lord, Why would you ever pick me
I go to bed crying most night
I pray, but it doesn’t go away
I sit here and wonder all these things
But really I known that He truly loves me.
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A time in my life where all I could wonder was what am I doing here.