When you read my eyes

did you see?

was it visible?

the pain I shared

with silent screams

that lasted for the night 

with no redeem

was it clear to see

my eyes would cry

out of fright and

out of might

I will find hope of every joy

I have no choice

to survive is to live

and to live is to survive

no reason to fight 

when it stated this way

I must find peace 

in my mind 

in the leaf

I have a choice 

it's clear to see

 the tears that fell

will lead my path 

showing me the rath

that started it all

the pain that was shared 

is a tunnel of no end

looping back and forth

painful or not

hidden or visible

nobody knew

why you were mean

until you shared your hate with me

the hate you gave

made me crave 

an amount of pain 

to leave in vain

I had no choice but now I see

the choice I had was not for me.