You knew what I had going on that week

You set out to destroy it 

When you sent me that text and that video

You knew my heart would shatter

I saw the way you touched her

Like she'd disappear into thin air

While watching I saw what I've longed for

I've longed to be touched like that 

To be treated with that much care

That much love

I saw the way you looked at her 

Like she was the best thing ever

I longed for someone to look at me like that 

You told me it was my fault

That I should have pleased you

Told me I was worthless 

That you didn't want to deal with me

Told me that no one should have to deal with me 

I was completely ruined

I vowed myself to never let that happen ever again

On that day I opened my eyes 

And saw how much he ruined me 

And how beautiful and strong I actually am

I pulled myself up and started my life again 

Just without him 

I am doing so much better 

I finally have friends again

Have a better relationship with my family 

And I met someone new

Someone that doesn't look down on me

Someone who accepts me for me 

Someone who helps a lot 

Someone who cares 

Someone who likes the new me