I felt adventurous

Open the door

You came in

Through the open door

I felt my heart leap

Almost leaping out of the open door

But thank God I keep it on a leash

For I soon had to close the door

Eventually you abused my heart

And every day

My heart would open up to myself

And I would close the door for the sake of secrecy

One day I became so tired of you leaving

Opening and closing the door

That I just shut it myself

Now you stand outside the closed door

I cannot hear your heart through the closed door

But I feel it

I am tired

I cannot open the door

I am wounded

I will not open the door

I am done

I will never open the door

Leave me now

For your presence is exhausting

You are gone

So please

Keep the door closed

Thank you.