That day….

That cloudy morning I remember it as if it was yesterday!

Worse day of my life till I met you.

My head was vibrating as if someone was banging it against a wall

You smiled at me and said “hi”

I didn't know who you were talking to so, I just walked away

But you went after me

You smiled that perfect  smile of yours

As if you had just seen the most beautiful thing in the world

You grabbed my arm and said, “hey, are you okay?”

I thought….

Is he really talking to me¿?

I couldn’t believe it

Your hazel-caramel eyes, looking straight through me

I replied, “ yeah, do I know you?”

You replied “ No, but as soon as I saw you I had to come over and talk to you”

My heart was a train filled with emotions

Bell rang and we went our separate ways

To only find out we had the same class

We stared at each other from one side of the room to the other

The teacher called us out

And your face looked like a red pepper

Lunch came and we hanged

When i was with you it felt as if the world didn’t matter and it was only us

A month or so passed and you asked me to be your girl

I said “yes”

After that day you were my End and my Beginning

When you were around losing felt

like  winning

Nothing mattered

My grades were great, no more fights at home

Everything was going great

I fell for you so hard

Had Feelings i couldn’t explain to anyone not even myself

I defended you with everyone

You were my angel, or at least that’s what I thought

You were with me through sticks and stones

…….

Till one day

You were acting really weird

Ignored me, left me on read

so, I decided to go talk to you

I believed I had done something wrong

But, You said it wasn’t me but you

I wanted to believe you but I couldn’t

I beat myself up

You had given me happiness

I didn't know I could have

when you left, it left with you

when you broke up with me  

And i found out that you left me because you wanted to die

I didn’t want to leave you but

You pushed and pushed me away

Till you got rid of me

I fell for you as if you were the only thing making my heart keep beating

When you left, not only did you take a piece of my heart but, you took my life!

….

I tried moving on but places and memories reminded me of you and how you would always say,  that you would NEVER leave me, how you loved me and how I was your EVERYTHING!!

I guess she's your everything now and I'm just something in the past…….

That day….I  wish I could go back to!

You were that light that shined so bright

Those words I heard  every night

A broken heart they left tonight

NOTHING but sorrow left  behind

Depression and sadness

Every Night under the sea unable to breath