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16
16
A fifteen-year-old one day past her expiration date
Older
Wiser
More responsible and experienced
Are none of the things I feel
My hair still hangs in frizzy waves around my face
Curtains
I utilize to hide my
Bumps, scars, and dry flakes of skin
My shield’s function is deteriorating
My insecurities burn holes in my heart
That shine brighter each day
It’s funny how
If I maintain the same shield
It will become too weak for society’s insurmountable standards
As more birthdays pass
I feel it disintegrating into nothingness
Too fragile to catch my plummeting self-esteem
It’s funny how
Humans spend the first quarter of their lives
Waiting to be older
Waiting for more responsibility and experiences
And the other three
Waiting to die
Wishing they had seized the day when they were younger
It’s funny how
Society bases the majority of our worth
On our age
Our intelligence, experience, and relevance
All hinge on a number we can’t control
Just because I’m older doesn’t mean
I have everything figured out
That I won’t fall down the mountain
More than once or twice
It’s funny how
Today is all that’s guaranteed
Yet we yearn for
We expect
A tomorrow that may never exist
I don’t want to wait to feel valid or happy
I don’t want to celebrate a day that praises our discriminatory, stereotypical society
I don’t want to speed past the days of frustration or emptiness
Because success is not satisfying or rewarding
If there was never any struggle or growth
I don’t want to cherish a day that reminds me I’m one day closer to dying
That life is a ticking time bomb
And my time is running out
Now is always good enough
And now is all I’ve got
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I recently turned 16, and these are my thoughts on the meaning of birthdays and getting older, as well as society's message that our age defines our capabilities.