Wheres the cat

Stumbling almost hitting his head

Night jutting out 

Peeking to make sure no else is around

Chains creaking on the door

It pains me to see you screaming 

Tell me more

Gulping down cold fresh water

The voices taunting me 

I was going to say how i got here but why bother

Darkness inviting 

But I shouldn't accept such an invitation 

My family shouting 

They want me here

But what if my smile disappears

My problems being brushed off 

Being taken by my fears

The voice not mine

Crying so much that I

Only see high tides

He grabs my arms

Shaking,trying to tear us apart

I wish not to leave

Staying quiet having my problems whisper in my ear

I shudder refusing to be docile 

Like I’ve been taught 

My head pounds “I've have enough”

Like a broken record player 

My plan only being read by the stars

He chuckles

Finding my pain entertaining 

Knowing I dont have the guts to flee

His questions so draining 

“How are you”

“Are you okay”

Every single fricken day 

I'm not allowed to have friends

But I have them

Sarah and will

Twins that give me stories to occupy my time

John 

He fights when I cant

Mealha

Helps me fly when i'm chained away 

I talk to them every second 

He cant be mad if they’re in my ear

I talk to them I talk to him 

Just waiting until the next year

Fed bread, meat and water

But the only constant taste is my tears

I don't know his name

Is this my face?

But why me

Waiting for me to call time out

His smile glinting

In the slither of moon light in my room 

He calls it a room but this is just a tomb

A place for no one to hear my whimpers

No one to see my fears

No one to try and stop him

Death dripping off my skin

I used to hear the dripping 

But Ive found a way to staple my ears.