Heavy teardrops, fall to my feet

I can’t seem to recall, where I am, at what street

Should I go left or should I go right,

because what if I lose,

this inner fight

What if I simply go wrong?

I will always ask: „do I belong?“

The path ahead, is filled with such dread

My heart weighs me down, so deep, I almost drown

I hope someone sees me, gasping for air

I’m suffocating in this world, that I cannot bear

Silent screams, echo through the infinite sea

And I ask myself, if I had gone right, where would I be?

Would I be myself, or a different me?

Would I actually and truly be happy?

Or would I still have followed the call of the sea?

In this void, no answer rings back

So I’ll never know about the right track

But I hope one day, I will arise

Having learnt something new, a little more wise

What do you think, would you reappear? Or simply sink and shed a tear?