No matter how much I move on 

No matter how much I no longer associate every color

Every sound

Every song 

Every food and drink 

Every person and place 

No matter how much I’ve rid the reminders of you

There will always be me

There will always be me to carry our memories

There will always be the body you fell for 

There will always be the personality you admired ever so much 

There will always be the girl you fell for in me  

I could destroy every part of me, destroy everything you loved in me 

I could wait 7 years so you have never touched me 

I could dye my hair, get colored contacts, lose or gain weight

I could drown myself in alcohol and drugs to forget 

I could get plastic surgery for my nose, lips, t*ts, a**, and the scars that course my body 

I could change my personality, my interests, my hobbies

I could destroy the girl you loved

Yet there will always be one thing I can’t destroy 

The way my heart beats for you 

The way my heart smiles when your around

The way my heart aches when your not 

The way my heart no longer cares for anything else 

But you 

I can’t destroy the way you touched my heart and made it alive again

I can’t fix the wounds you put in my heart 

I can’t destroy the love my heart has reserved for you

I can destroy the girl you loved

But I can’t destroy the girl that loved you