Last night I came to an understanding

And it didn’t scare me

I have finally come to terms with Death

I no longer walk with him, I stand alone

I still grieve, but the feeling is less hollow

And I accept it

I know I will meet my stars, 

My angels

Again someday

And we will rejoice

I no longer feel like I will

fly away

if someone dares to come near

I trust people

I let them in

I let myself

Live 

And make mistakes

And accept disappointment

And participate in the cycle that is

Love and loss

And heartbreak and love

I allow myself to love

And to hope 

And to dream things i never would have dreamed in The Dark

Love has pain

And in pain there is love

And that is normal