Being busy is all too normal 

I’m not complaining, 

It gives me something to do.

I say i’m tired all the time 

But every time i get the chance to get rest 

Free time keeps showing me its best

For how valuable it is I put off what will make it all better.

All I may need is my own schedule .

I could ditch the never ending cycle 

Wake up 

Go to practice 

Go to school  

Go home 

Do it all again.

If there was only a way 

To do it my way 

But I know if i do it that way 

It will certainly not be THE WAY

I will put it off and it will start again. 

Maybe there is no secret ingredient

Maybe the recipe to cook out all my problems…

IS ME