The rain
slowly pouring on the ground
carrying the leaves too
I hear it all crashing
all in my ears
it goes as fast as my heartbeats
one after another
stronger and stronger
but turning weaker
turning numb
I no longer feel what I felt before
I feel a soul growing in pain
time after time
the pain develops
and autumn arrived
the pain still remains
I search for happiness again
like I do every day
it seems impossible to call this house a home anymore
but it turns inevitable
I don’t have much choice but accept this darkness which you bring us
why do u tend to be so cruel?
Does it bring you joy to hurt us?
Put us in pain?
Make us no longer want to see you?
Break my small teenage heart?
Break two other hearts?
Break us apart?
I close my eyes
and dream,
no; just imagine
a better day
where we would no longer have to shed another tear.