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hesitantly in love

October 23, 2009
By Lexi_94 GOLD, Watertown, Wisconsin
Lexi_94 GOLD, Watertown, Wisconsin
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Favorite Quote:
&quot;live, laugh, learn and love&quot;<br /> &quot;if you cant handle me at my worst, you sure as hell dont deserve me at my best&quot;- marilyn monroe


the light in my eyes, the flame inside,
when it had gone out, and the flame had died,
you had disappeared from my sight, from my side.

you're here again, a repeat of before,
i'm hesitant, because i don't want to go through more.

the light is growing, the flame a flicker,
you're convincing me, maybe you've changed,
if you're telling me the truth, how you really feel,
you'll give me some time, and let me heal.

i have my doubts, i have my fears,
afraid that you're telling me what i want to hear.

i see your anger and your jealousy, when you have no right to be,
you lost your friend, because he tried to save me,
he told the truth when you did not,
he didn't hide anything, so why do you keep pretending?

you tried to say he did me wrong, when really it was you all along,
if you're looking for someone to blame, try looking at yourself, and deal with the shame.


The author's comments:
this was a little something that i wrote when a boyfriend came running back to me, and i gave him a second chance. i took him back, but made him deal with what he had caused and what he had left behind.

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