Im sick of hiding,
Im sick of waiting,
Im sick of hoping
I want to know

Im done with sorrow,
Im done with agony,
Im done with fury
I cannot feel this anymore...

I cant be sure,
I cant be steadfast,
I cant be doubtless
Im not who I used to be

I try to forget,
I try to remember
I try to forgive
I just cant replace it...

I have my troubles,
I have my fears,
I have my reasons...
Just like you have your's

I cannot explain,
I cannot try again,
I cannot go back...
And you cannot judge me...

You do not see this,
you do not witness,
You do not percieve...
You cannot know me...

No one knows me.
I am happiness
I am sorrow
I am what I feel at that moment.
And lately...I wish to feel nothing