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Finding Me

December 30, 2009
By despurlock DIAMOND, Morgantown, West Virginia
despurlock DIAMOND, Morgantown, West Virginia
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Favorite Quote:
"The heart has its reasons which reason does not know." -Pascal, Pensees, 1670


Lead comforts me as I
Stare into the abyss of
Cluttered emotions and
Uncategorized feelings of

Sadness and depression...
But I'm afraid to let its grasp
Take hold of the
Normally bubbly me,

And the feelings of dizziness...
Though I am sitting still,
Solely staring at the lead that is
Soundlessly scratching over this page,

And feelings of heartache...
But it's not from a broken romance,
More from a twisted heart, raped by
Confusion.

I look at my dilemma
Like a back room that has
Been neglected and pushed aside
Because it would take too much time

to fix it,

And sorting through my room
I find
Photographs and poems,
Stories and novels,

and words, lots of words.

And then, I finally find me.

The emotional, caring, eccentric, wordy
Me.


The author's comments:
Thanks for reading. I hope everyone can see how this helped me find me.

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on Mar. 21 2013 at 4:30 pm
despurlock DIAMOND, Morgantown, West Virginia
79 articles 0 photos 179 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The heart has its reasons which reason does not know." -Pascal, Pensees, 1670

Thank you so much! I really appreciate your feedback!!!

on Mar. 17 2013 at 11:51 pm
DarkBlueBaby BRONZE, Chestnut Ridge, New York
3 articles 0 photos 15 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Why fit in when you were born to stand out?" ~ Dr. Seuss
"Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game."

I absolutely love this. Your use of vocabulary and symbolism is superb. You've got a special talent :)

on Sep. 18 2010 at 9:51 pm
despurlock DIAMOND, Morgantown, West Virginia
79 articles 0 photos 179 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The heart has its reasons which reason does not know." -Pascal, Pensees, 1670

Thank you so much :)

on Sep. 18 2010 at 11:41 am
xBaByGiRrL22x PLATINUM, Pearl River, New York
22 articles 0 photos 280 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The goal isn't to live forever, but create something that will."
"If you wanna go, baby let's go; if you wanna rock, I'm ready to roll.''
"No one ever said it'd be easy. They just said it'd be worth it." <3

i luvvv it. very deeppp

on May. 10 2010 at 10:07 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
55 articles 0 photos 2066 comments

Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

well since you dont mind-"pay no attention to my punctuation marks" and "its like suicide really". double please???????and please tell me if you understand it.

on May. 10 2010 at 9:56 pm
despurlock DIAMOND, Morgantown, West Virginia
79 articles 0 photos 179 comments

Favorite Quote:
"The heart has its reasons which reason does not know." -Pascal, Pensees, 1670

Wow, thank you so much, this means so much to me :) Is there anything of yours that you would like me to read/comment?

on May. 10 2010 at 9:27 pm
Boosflash DIAMOND, Papillion, Nebraska
55 articles 0 photos 2066 comments

Favorite Quote:
What the front door.

this is great. I like that line-uncategorized feelings of. I like the metaphor comparison thingy-its really creative-  5 stars captain:)