so
there was this guy
you know that guy who was sweet,caring, passionate and romantic
all the things you could ask for in the perfect man
we had a great thing going
you know that feeling when everything is going right?
and it seems nothing, absolutely nothing could go wrong?
yeah, i had that feeling
i had the feeling of hope
happiness
love
i had the feeling of actually being loved
i had the feeling of someone, a man, wanting you
needing you
thinking about you every minute of every second of every single day
receiving your text messages gave me smiles so big you couldn't even imagine the happiness i felt...
i felt...
NOW i feel hurt
betrayed
lost
confused
after the days of not receiving your text messages
after the days you ignore me
after the day you sent me a message that was meant for someone else...for her
i now have the feeling that you don't want me anymore
you don't need me anymore
you don't long for me anymore
you don't even think about me anymore
you think about her
you text her
you want her
i now have the feeling that even after every single solitary memory we have
moments we shared
laughs, smiles, hugs and kisses
all gone
and for what?
because you got bored?
is she prettier than i am?
does she make you laugh harder?
i dont understand
i didnt do anything wrong
help me
im hurting
fix it
this is your mess
you clean it up