in a single waking moment
my eyes fixate on this
a soft glimmer of light
from somewhere in the abyss
i don't know how to stand it
fore i see it mocking me
illuminating my mistakes
and those things ill never be
through loving eyes
with loving hate
it shows me false
these things i can create
to show me whats worse
are these things i can't escape
i once believed in a god
but i learned eternity can wait
so in my quiet splendor
ill sit, ill wait and ill try
to leave this world of no-faith and lies
alone, and haunted by the glimmer
of hope light until i die