I'm sitting in the room for the first time sence you left.
The room that has light blue on the walls.
With the yellow couch and the black piano.
With wedding pictures on the walls as well.
It's pitch black in here.
But I can still see.
This room holds one of my worst memories.
We sat In here quietly on the couch on that summer day.
Mom Noah and the kids were outside to play.
This is where our first thoughts of our future lays.
Remember we sat here for about an hour?
Talking about how this house would be ours.
How we would add on and make more rooms.
For our future kid.
And we desided we wanted a boy?
Remember your arm around me and my head on your chest?
When we talked about how the kitchen would be renewed?
I don't know why but I hate this room.
I hate this house.
Cause now I know you'll never be my spouse.
All of our dreams together down the drain.
While I sit in this room listening to the rain.
It makes me sad.
Cause we lost everything that we had.
And I sit up all night.
Cause my dreams give me such a fright.
While you all ready have a new girl.
And I know I should be just thrilled for you.
But I can't.
I tryed.
Because you just left us behind.
I sit in this dark room.
This is where we found our spark.
But it's all in the past.
I feel stupid that I thought we would last.
And I can't seem to let go.
The days go by so slow.
Everydays a life time without you.
So hard to get through for me.
But not you.
Your fine.
I guess I really crossed the line.
I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you.
But I tried.
I gave it my all.
You just never saw.
How much I cared and loved you.
I sit in this room.
Crying my eyes out.
Thinking about the past.
And how it sucks.
That we didn't last