you told me you loved me
lied like the others
said I was special
special?
what a joke
you’re fiancée is special
she falls at your feet
you’re her whole life
you’re only a section of mine
school
drama
pain
addiction
consume the rest of mine
she knows I’m no good
but you want me anyway
I don’t know what to do
I love you
but I don’t wanna say it
don’t wanna get hurt again
like all the other times
you say you won’t be like those other high school jerks
but I have heard that line
you have so much drama
our lives complement each other
I just don’t want to add to it
I love you
but I don’t know how long I can deal with it
lies
deception
falling harder every time
my heart is so broken
maybe it’ll be healed by you in time
in time for you to sweep me off my feet and show I deserve right
not to just be a trophy
a little boy’s prize
but I always mess it up
but reverting to my high school ways
immature games
but I am a kid you need to know
I grew up pretty quick
but sometimes my mind is slow
I make mistakes
like other people I know
you don’t seem to understand
I do love you
but I must go
you have a plan for your life
all I am doing by being there
is giving you grief and strife
I didn’t lie when I said I loved you
cause I really do you
this is why I’m walking away
I’m doing it for you
go along with the plan you had for you’re life
marry her
forget about me
I’m just a high school girl
just a crush
a feeling on a whim or a whirl
I have too many problems
too many secrets held
I have to many lies
so little I tell
just go with the safer bet
I know she hates me
loves you
she will do whatever to make you happy
I know she’s not me
but that’s good don’t you see
she won’t hurt you
unlike me
I am just trouble
you need to stay away
I love you but why can’t you see
that I must go away
disappear from your life
just vanish like air
I know you care about me and it’s not fair
but I can’t hurt you anymore
so I’ll leave with this reason
and just go