why are you doing this to me?
do you not want me in your life?
because i can make that possible.
i can make you forget all about me,
with just one simple pull of the trigger.
you probably wouldn't even notice i'm gone.
you said you're always there for me,
but right now is when i need you the most.
and you won't help me.
you think i was never there for you?
you thought i was pretending?
i was ALWAYS there for you.
i NEVER abandoned you when you needed help.
so why are you abandoning me now?
you make me sick.
you don't care how i feel
or what i think.
you're to selfish to realize
that i've been there all along
forever and always