I wander in these woods.
Confused. Scared. Lonely.
I’m confused
about what my heart is telling me
and what my mind is saying.
I’m scared
about what tomorrow may bring.
What if
tomorrow doesn’t come?
What if
I didn’t get to tell you that I loved you?
What If
I never got to see you again
and my last words were full of hatred?
I’m lonely
because I love you
and no one else.
No one
can take your place.
I feel like I wont ever love anyone
ever again
and that I’ll never get over you.
Maybe
I need to try to move on
but I’m afraid
that if I do I wont
ever feel this again.
I know you love her not me.
But I can’t control my heart.
If I could
change the way I feel about you.
Trust me I would.
I don’t want to feel this pain.
I want this empty space
in my heart to be closed
and filled with love.
I guess I fell
to hard for you
and I’m just like every other girl.
I don’t want
to be ordinary.
I want to be special, extraordinary.
I just wish
you knew my feelings
and maybe you could make me feel
like this.