There are so many things

I want to say.

But how to say them,

I’m not quite sure.

I’m at a loss of words.

And I don’t know what to do.

I’ve never felt more confused.


I’ve tried ignoring you.

I always end up talking to you again.

I tried erasing you from my life.

Well, that didn’t seem to work either.

It’s like you won’t go away.

But is that what I want?

I thought so.




You told me you never felt the same.

Why didn’t you say so?

I asked you so many times,

But you continued to lead me on.

Do you find that fun?

Do you find enjoyment?

In other people’s pain and misery?




I just don’t understand.

Why can’t you make up your mind?

Is it that hard?

I don’t think so.

It was easy for me.

I know how I feel.

I love you.