My dearest friend,
Wherever can you be?
I need you now,
More than anything.
Even more than I need him.
Which amazes me.
My lovely counterpart,
Wherever can you be?
You were with me through so much…
Leaving everything behind,
Leaving him to die.
Faking who I was,
Faking every single smile.
Not having anyone,
Not knowing who I was.
My paradisiacal escape,
Wherever can you be?
You were with me
The night I met him,
The night I told him everything,
The night he said he loved me,
The night I said the same,
The night he passed away.
My darling,
Wherever can you be?
My dearest friend,
I can still feel you
under my skin.
My dearest friend,
The scars you've left behind
Only serve to remind me
Of how I wish you were still here.
The cutting has stopped,
The blood is gone,
Yet the pain still remains.
My dearest friend,
Wherever can you be?