I see my best friend
kissing my crush
right in front of me
she doesn't know i like him
i was too embarrassed

I stand there awkwardly
telling myself i don't care
but i'm fighting back tears
I should be happy for her
she hasn't had this for a long time
but then again i never have

to like someone
and for them to like you back
that is not something to be taken for granted
rain is starting to fall
or is that just my tears falling
down

down



down
onto my brand new sneakers
me and my friend bought together

I pull my baseball cap further down my forehead
down over my long brown hair
what would a guy like that want with a girl like me anyway?