regret floods through my body
and i know that its selfish
but i wish i could take it back

and when isee you, my mistakes play out in my head
when i see you i want you to pretend were still okay
like seeing me makes you happy, just like seeing you smiling at me , made me happy
i dont want to look at you looking the other way
avoiding contact with my eyes, and smiling into someone else's
i know that its selfish but i want to apologize and get you to come back, no questions asked
i wanna know that this is hard for you too
i wanna know how it feels when you see me
i wanna pretend that we can be like we were before
i wanna fastfoward and skip through this scene
the scene where i find out how much you mean to me
where i sit and think about how i didn't realize what i had til it was gone

and when i see you, regret sweeps through my veins.