I’m so angry
So hurt
That knife you
Implanted in my
Heart
Just got dge
Deeper

I hate you
No I love you
I
I don’t know any more
I don’t want to be angry
I don’t want to be sad
I don’t want it to be like this

But it is
I haven’t spoken to you
For several months now
Yet I cant get you out of my head

I’m hurting
And I don’t know what to do
I spent 2 ½ years of my
Life
Just trying
To draw closer to you
To be a better friend

Now I don’t know what to do
All I know is
Tares this pain
Deep inside
Deep inside my chest
Like a dull knife
And I don’t know
If it will ever really go away