Its late at night and i'm lookin
out the window....Trying to think
of what I should do.....You were my
everything the most important
thing to ever live.....I walk around the town and hear all these things bein said about you.....
I wonder if they are true so I call
you up...."Are the rumors about the other girls true....?"
There was a long pause then you said "No....why would you ever think I was cheating on you....?"I think about how
when we look into each others eyes
it's like two people that are madly
in love trying to keep away from
eachother.....I say to you "my
heart doesn't want to think that..
But the feelings that my heart gives me is what it wants....
Not what is right....."
I take a deep breath to calm the stinging tears.....Then I say...
I hear all over town about you being with some other girls...."
You take a second then ask "Do you believe them over me....?"
I think about it for a second...
My heart beating in my chest, feeling like it is about to jump out and shatter into a thousand peices....
I finally say "yes I believe them over you....Only cause I know how
you are.....I haden't heard from
you in a long time and I knew then that you would lie to me....
And I know the same now....."
So I take one last deep long breath....
Trying to keep my mind on what I knew whats right, and not what I wanted....
I knew my heart wanted the feeling of being loved....
But the rest of me knew that you were just telling me what I wanted to hear to get to me.....
I say very quietly......
"I love you......But this....This is over....."
I shut the phone, ending the call..
As I sit there I realize what I had
done....I look the out the window again...
Feeling empty and forgotten....
But I knew that I made the Right Decision.....