I have decided not to be out, down, anymore
No longer pushed around
Be forced to shut down
I will no longer give trust to the misunderstanding
I have decided not to cry
I am not the one to lie
I won't just stand there and take the abuse
I do have use
But only the loved are aloud to see it
And they know who they are
But even to them, from top to stem
I will no longer help those who refuse to do the same
It's a shame to my pain
That as I will please
When I need a squeze
At me you'll sneeze
Sure I get thanks
But I dont like the spanks
Here I even now need help
But I'm avoided like the plege
I say whats wrong
I'm told shut up
I only speak what I think
What I'm told makes me shrink
Im trying to understand
But really, where is my helping hand?
I was there crying
A total mess, waist deep in stress
But no one was there to make me laugh
or bring a needed smile
Where's my hug
Where's the much needed love
I dont see it