why do i write??? Is it to get my feelings on paper?you know the ones that i have for you? Those feelings that i want because they make me warm inside and giddy on the outside.The feelings i don't want because they make my head hurt and my stomach ache like the broken heart that people from the past have left.Do I write to be like everybody else? So that it seems I am a much deeper person than you ever thought that I could be?yes maybe that's why I write, to get high off of your surprised reactions when you read of pain you didn't know I felt, love you didn't think I could posses, worries, fears that that sometimes make me cry onto the paper. Maybe that is why I write.